Baby #2

   The thought if two children scares me a little. Nathan was a picture perfect baby. He was easy and I was so blessed to have such a easy baby. Now that this pregnancy is really starting to seep in I'm starting to think of all the things we do that will become harder with having a baby around. Like grocery shopping. It's so easy to throw Nathan into a cart and get in then out. With a new baby I'll have to haul around a infant car seat and Nathan. So I'm thinking this baby is going to be in the moby wrap a lot!

   Then I start thinking about the birth. I have never I mean NEVER been away from Nathan for more than a day. When we have the baby it could be up to three to four days! Of course I will get to see him but I'll miss so much. He already knows something is up and has become very clingy to Mommy.

   We have a TON of baby stuff to get. We have to get a new crib and I would like to get a new pack n play too. If it is a girl then we have to get a whole new ward robe! We also have to get a infant car seat because I had sold Nathan's when we were in TX to limit the things we would have to move to NM.

   Also I'm completely outta baby mode. I'm in toddler mode obviously since I have a toddler. As I'm going though this pregnancy I'm constantly turning to the book "What to Expect When Your Expecting". It's like I'm a first timer again. SO frustrating! It is true when they say that every pregnancy is different though.

With Nathan I had no clue I was pregnant at 4 1/2 weeks. I didn't know until 6-7 weeks when my morning sickness kicked in. Then I felt like complete crap. I guess this is the calm before the storm. I'm thrilled to have another baby I just know it is going to be a whole new experience! ";