I'm leaving on a jet plane!

Not me, Daniel.

    Daniel left for basic yesterday. I was able to hold it together and not cry while we were at the recuiter's. I have been able to talk to him on the phone since he is at MEPS but now he is on a plane flying to Texas and after tonight I won't be able to talk to him for awhile.

    Nathan hasn't figured out that Daddy isn't coming back for awhile. He got to talk to Daddy on the phone and he was all smiles. I know he misses Daniel but he probably thinks he is off at work or something.

    As for me I didn't sleep at all last night so I'm drop dead tired. Our bed was just too big and empty and Sophie kept snoreing, and I just couldn't get comfertable. Most of the time I'm ok until I start thinking that I'm not going to see my husband for 8 1/2 weeks. Then it starts to hit me, I miss him. I want him to come home. But this will be good for our family.

   I still want to go to basic myself. I'm jelous that Daniel gets to go while I have to sit home. I've never been a good sit at home and do nothing type of person. When I want to do something I do it. I want to do the Air Force. As long as I'm not pregnant then I will!

    Hopefully these next 8 1/2 weeks go fast. Everyone says that they will. We will just have to see!