A year ago this month

I got pregnant with Nathan. Wow! Has it already been a year? I still remember the feeling I got when I found out I was pregnant. I did the home pregnancy test but also had to go to a clinic to comfirm the pregnacy. Sitting in that clinic waiting for them to come and tell me I was pregnant was the longest wait of my life. The lady came back in and before she could say anything I said "please tell me I'm pregnant" and she did and all I could do was cry with happiness. I couldnt believe I had a baby inside of me! I went to Daniel's work to tell him the good news and he reacted like any soon to be father would he was over the moon happy. Thinking about all the things I went though with the pregnancy and deliever, I still wouldnt change a thing. Not all the morning sickness or the extrem tiredness or the gestational diabetes scare, nothing. Granted the labor and delievery part didnt really go as planned I still got my baby boy in the end. I have learned so much in this past year. I've learned how long pregnancy can seem and how everything does come to an end even if you dont want it to. Yes I miss being pregnant. Yes Daniel and I are already talking about when we will get pregnant again (right before Nathan turns 1). But sometimes looking at all of my friends that are pregnant it makes me not want to wait. But I will because I was to enjoy this time with Nathan as he is still small because you only get this once. He will only have his first smile one his first giggle, coo and laugh. I want to enjoy all of that and wait on having another baby. Daniel is already and set to get me pregnant right now! lol But delievery is still fresh in my mind. Being weak from blood loss and falling asleep between contractions. I hardly remember his birth. So I'm going to take advantage of the time I have with him now. I will love him and cherish him always. I'm his mommy and his mommy I will be forever. I love my little Chunck Monkey!